Ever had one of those days, a day that nothing goes right? Every day, I seem to be living one of those days. The washer will not spin off, the dryer will not work correct, bills keep getting more and more, and jobs are harder to find in this horrible state. I cannot seem to keep the boys healthy for a solid week. Dominick is more than likely going to have to have surgery again and he is far from happy. It never fails I try to make things work between my husband but, that also does not look well. I wish sometimes I could close my eyes and wake up. People are the time telling me to have faith, But what they do not understand is I lost my faith after Dominick was born, then more when Caleb and all together when I almost died on my birthday. How can someone have faith in something or someone when they are constantly putting him or her through heartbreak? It is hard for me to believe that someone or something that is supposed to be so good, have one person go through so many awful things.

But on a lighter note, My brother and his family seem to be getting settled down in Ohio with the rest of my family, since their move from HI. I sure cannot wait to see them. It is hard to be so far away from the ones you love.